Lil' Dylan Jon-Christian Hall

Hello All! Miss you! Sorry that I have not blogged in a while very busy, and somewhat tired! I was feeling a lil' creative today and well made this lil' video of Dylan hope you all enjoy it! He is what keeps me going (and going and going and going-LOL)

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BIRTHDAY BLOG!

Hello! A BIG "THANK YOU" to everyone for coming to my 40th Birthday party and for all the wonderful presents! However your presence was all that was expected but thank you from the bottom of my heart! It was great getting everyone that I love and have not seen in a while together so thank you it made my day!!! I understand for the ones that could not make it - I really wished you were there but I understand and love you all and hope to see you soon! Click on the link below for a video that our lil' Miss Shelley did for me with some of the pics that were taken on the day of my birthday and of the party hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed it and my big day!!!

xoxoxoxox,
Deanna
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J6nfuAX4_cs

Wonderful kids!

Here is a very sweet video that my wonderful Shelley (one of my adopted girls) did...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzoKFEE9pXA

Hope you enjoy it as much as I did!


XOXOXOXO
Deanna

Lost In Time/Lost In Space...

Hello All! It has been a while since my last post. SORRY! I have not felt very well lately. A week ago today I was admitted into the hospital (just overnight-could have stayed another night but I was homesick for my lil' man) I was running a fever and well, was just totally exhausted. After numerous vitamins that I was low on and 3 rounds of antibiotics I am back up and running (well not exactly running). Since my last round of Chemo I have had a really I mean REALLY bad case of Chemo Brain! But, all is ok really! The doctors said that this soon will pass. I am ready I keep forgetting lil' things like my memory card chip at Walmart in one of those lil' machines(which no one ever turned in-ARGH some people - I had videos of Dylan on there, pics of me at Chemo), sometimes I forget if I took my medicine or not (just 5-10 min later), where I put things, just little stuff like that. But, really I am doing fine. Getting tired more easily. I am just ready to get my treatments over with and get back to normal everyday life!!! Last night Michael took me out for a nice evening (we have not had time together or went out since like sometime in January-BC -before cancer diagnosis) without the children. He took me to the House of Blues, then to Pleasure Island to see a comedy show, then some other show and then to see a movie (Iron Man), I was just not ready to go home yet. Had a great time. However very tired today and my feet are aching but worth it. I love you all and can not wait to see everyone ASAP!

XOXOXOX
Deanna

CHEMO BRAIN-DUH...

I am still experiencing that numb spacy feeling that comes with chemo brain. Chemo brain is the condition that I have become aware of during my chemotherapy. You know you have chemo brain when you begin to wonder who stole your brain. It produces: brain fog, memory loss, slow-wittedness and more! Like the other night, I was at dinner took my medicine or so I thought-I just could not remember if I did or not. But I had witnesses that said "um yes, you did", but me I could not remember if I had taken it or not! To me this has been the worse side effect! I have been told that this soon will go away eventually! Praise the Lord!